Warning: this post is pathetic. You probably shouldn't read this!

I am so busy. I am so tired. I feel mentally and physically exhausted! I really wonder why I do most of what I do, there seem to be at least as many reasons in opposition as there are in favor of the things I do, yet I do them anyway, after all isn't that what is expected of me. I am so tired! Hardship, hard things at every turn. I really really can't decide if I already am selfish for feeling this way, or if I want to take my time back (aka be more selfish).

Wow, how pitiful am I. My life is so very relatively easy, considering the world in which I live.

I am so tired!